I know I have not posted a video in 10 days. I have been sick and on antibiotics with about 4 more days to go. During this time I did try twice to workout and made it about 6-7 mins in before I almost passed out. My body was not ready so I listened. To me this idea of working out is not a quick fix or a diet to try to get to a certain weight and say.... yea! It is a journey, a journey that I have chosen to expose with this blog. I do not care how much I lose in a month not can I lift my own body weight in 6 months. I am searching for that feeling of I work out every day because it is me, which is who I am who I will be.
Life change, how long did it take me to get to where I am 20 years, 30 years, was I trained from birth (with no fault to my parents) nobody really knows. Very rare is the person who can say it started because of ... One thing is for sure it was not a week or a month nor a year, was it. So I cannot expect myself to change in that time frame either. Do what you do for yourself; expose yourself to people on what you are doing. If you have negative feedback from people or comments like "You're doing great you'll lose some weight soon" those are assholes. Screw them but take into account who really cares how you’re doing and who will actually listen to you as you speak of your journey; because you will also learn who is really a friend and who is not. DISCLAIMER, if you constantly ramble and are looking for constant support on every action even your closest friend my not want to hear it, haha. Anyway my heart goes out to all of you that do show me love and my ass goes to the rest of you. This is day 35 and I am still here.
Fatman.
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